Friday, September 14, 2007
it's been 3 weeks of prelims and i'm ready to collapse. i have to admit this is the hardest i've ever studied for an exam but hey i say that with every passing exam. that's good isn't it, cos it means i'll really give my all for As. ok i can't say i studied my guts out for physics or econs, but i would like to think that i put in significant effort into math and chem. i'm really hoping for better grades as compared to BT2 but seriously, i don't know whether i deserve to. but then again if i don't i'll be pretty demoralised. ok i'm going crazy this is what As does to you.
i realise i get super cranky and moody whenever i study physics. i'll seriously go all quiet and i'll feel like crying. argh i hate physics. i haven't gotten anything but a U since i stepped into SA. but for this weekend i'm gonna absolutely adore physics and do mcq until i get full marks. or somewhat near there. so why am i so ambitious over mcq? that's cos for the physics mock prelims i got 32/40 for paper one. that's like how much i got for paper 3, which is over 80, and almost half of what i got for BT2 paper 1. haha ok that was like what most people would say 'tyco' but hey i can dream and work hard can't i? it's my only hope of passing physics now anw.
we had a 5 hour break between physics paper 2 and chem paper 1 today (who the hell set the timings?!) after like 4 hours we seriously went crazy. we meaning the girls. we went from talking about dating to marriage to how desperate guys become after ns to do all guys really watch porn. the signs of extreme stress. haha. and i think my brain never worked harder nor faster than during the one hour i sat for the chem paper. i never focused so much before seriously. after the paper i compared answers with weiqin and had the same answers as her for more then 30 of the questions. that's a good sign i guess seeing how weiqin is one of the top 20 students of SA. haha. fingers crossed that i'll do well for chem. and math. (:
looking forward to next tuesday when prelims will be over. but then again maybe not cos that means the As are looming and i have to start studying again. i really don't like mugging like there's no tmr cos it seems like my life only revolves around studying. argh.
all the best j2s. (: 2 more months of complete misery.
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